Wednesday, August 26, 2009

To be bitter, or not to be bitter, that is the question.

I guess it's been bugging me for quite sometime now, but hey don't we all have thorns in our sides?

So there was this invite only party that a majority of my friends were invited to, but I was not, and yes, I did feel slighted. Was the invitation misplaced? Was this a message? Was this a sign? Perhaps there's nothing there, and I'm making this out to be larger than it really was.

Maybe now, at this point, it's history now, but when reminders keep showing up, friends, talking about it, photos on FB, it's like rubbing salt into a wound (do not attempt that at home!).

I'm as even-keeled as the next fellow, perhaps too stoic, this still tries my patience. At this point, all I think about is damage control, how to react, how to diffuse my own 'upsettedness' (it's not about anger anymore, more annoyance). I just don't want to snap at anyone, but by god, I've beenthisclose to it a few times.

Alas, like all things, this shall pass, I'm hoping the big karma scoreboard in the sky helps me out.